Thursday, July 7, 2011

shutting down/ terminate my blog

hey you,
i'm terminating my blog and going to
start a tumblr.
it's because i find it ''malas'' to write a LOT and i also prefers pictures
instead.

so if ur interested, do check my new tumblr on http://mrrrsss.tumblr.com/
i just started so, it shows how lil i posted.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

problems : now & future

sometimes, when we encounter a big mess,
problems or accident (something happen), we tend to panic or do things that will create much much more problems to where we are now and thus, affect our future.
does anybody get what i mean?

below is just an example, not real, just an example

example

NOW i am about to take my driving practical test
then, my friend call and tell me that i failed my maths paper

i panic, think about it so much during the practical test, and failed the test as well as
the practical

And my FUTURE is......
i have to take both resit for my maths and also my driving practical test!! and i also gotta pay extra for another test!! and i might not have to go to that party i wanted to go so much coz i have my next driving test on that same day!

this things will probably affect something else too sampai bila2 sambung sambung sambung

so, the moral of the story that i just made up is that, even if we have problems RIGHT NOW, don't let it bother u so much until it affect the other aspects of ur life. deal with it separately and always remember to keep calm and be cool (poker face). if u can't handle it, talk to someone you really2 trust :)

its not the end of the world




Tuesday, April 19, 2011

overexposed

i went to get back my 35mm Kodak processed film.
the guy at the store said that the film was overexposed :O
it was probably due to me using a 35mm in a 120mm camera and diddn't cover
some of the holes behind the camera, thus, light can penetrate and expose the film

i looked at the pictures and all of it was RED

here are some...




i know right.. it's so 'merah' :(

im gonna try again with my 120mm film later!!
(semangat!)

weed


i was actually watching zombieland for the 2nd time and notice one part where
they were smoking weed like the people here in Malaysia smoke their shisha in the mamak restaurant.




according to the urban dictionary
weed is....."God's gift to the world. Brings peace when used wisely"
haha the urban dictionary lots of wicket stuff about everything. so don't take it seriously!

of course weed is illegal in Malaysia.
watching movies of people getting high and especially from That 70's Show,
i always wondered how it's like.

have any of u guys ever smoke pot? do share ur experience :)

Saturday, April 9, 2011

backpain

today i went out with Ayah to go to a Homeopathy place in Kg. B*** (bukan mencarut ok)

this is due to my severe back-pain i had since the past couple of months..
it causes me to

1. HAVE to sleep with pillow under my back
2. can't sit on a plastic chair more than 15 minutes
3. have to do my assignments on my bed or sofa DEPAN TV (mcm boleh je?)
4. can't bend down laju2
5. can't give my cats a bath
6. rasa mcm nak bgn & stretching ketika lecturer sdg memberi informasi
7. Kalau cooking kena cekak pinggang lama2 sambil mengacau hidangan seperti makcik

Ayah asked me why/when this starts? i said idk coz seriously idk what triggered it.
nak ckp my activities tp not really coz i've been doing lots of stuff sejak dulu lagi.
hiking.paintball.gokart.baseball.swimming.futsal.tug of war.
everything normal

still idk y..
then, tgk2 Homeopathy kt Kg B**** tu dah tutup. n its almost 3pm (on a Saturday)
so went to Gleneagles Ampang. No doc on duty pulak :(

so.. so.. dah la jam.. then kita pun g NZ mkn nasi kandar. huhu..

oh oh oh post ni memang bahasa ROJAK pun tp layan je la k :)
bye! nanti nenek akan memberi informasi kalau sakit belakang nek dah baik



Tuesday, April 5, 2011

we won!


Yesterday was the continuation of the Nottingham University Futsal Club (NUFC) annual league..
(not the World Cup)

There were 7 teams playing against each other and yesterday was the finale.

Jivu, Sumayya Bessi, Priyanka, Tharu, Esraa and me were in the black team named Arselona/matata.
Im not quite sure what Matata meant because the East African girls named it and they won't tell me what it means.


anyway, WE WON!
and here's a picture of the medal we got :)






It was really fun playing with the girls coz we rocked as a unit :P

Saturday, April 2, 2011

United we stand

Divided we fall…

Just a few hours ago, my uni had a World Cup tournament. I joined the Malaysian female futsal and we lost. We were against Botswana, East Africa and Mauritius. Pakistan forfeited.

I didn’t really care that we lose, coz we played hard. Really hard. But what was so embarrassing was that when we were playing, lots of supporters came and support. Fun yeah? Not!

The one that came didn’t came to support us but for their respective country. Not Malaysia. Singing and cheering lively..

Get this. I’m studying in an international university. It’s situated in Malaysia for God’s sake.

But none Malaysian came to even cheer and watch the game.

So much for 1MALAYSIA

my 1st analogue


As the title implied, i got my FIRST analogue camera!

what is an analogue camera u might ask? (or not) :P
it is a film-based still or movie camera. so it uses film not digital.
(mcm cikgu)


I admit, I'm a total amateur, but i get some tips from lomography if ur interested, come check it out

I bought Diana F+ Hong Meow 120mm camera




i also got a DianaF+ 20mm Fisheye Lens..

All of it cost me RM400 (po-kai)

since i already bought a 35mm film beforehand, i decided to load it into this 120mm camera..
in less than a week i finished snapping (mostly cats), maxed out the film and send it to Fotosun in SS2 and will get the image maybe tomorrow.

i hope the film isn't over-exposed :(

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Movie based on Books


Have you ever watched a movie n find out later that it was from a book?
N after you read the book afterwards, which one do you like best?

Here are some of my reviews



-Twilight-
MOVIE bolehlaa, the BOOK great



-The Time Traveler's Wife-
MOVIE terrible, BOOK amazing,moving sangat best



-Pride & Prejudice-
MOVIE awesome!, BOOK awesome if u like light reading :)


From my experience the book is always better than the movie.. Perhaps it gives more details and explains the emotions from the first-person narrative.

Monday, September 20, 2010

theory : people breakup during exams, couple on holiday


this entry im writing is about a theory i got about relationships.
okay2 maybe it is more of a hypothesis or an idea..
Care to hear?

BREAKING UP OCCUR MORE FREQUENTLY DURING EXAM PERIOD

During my second semester of my foundation year, 4 of my friends broke up with their bf/gf and some of the couples i know are going through a rough patch.
Another observation i made was during my final exam week which was on the 3rd semester, there were large number of people in my F*cebook friend list who change their relationship status from "in a relationshop/married/engaged" to "single/its complicated".

And yes! majority of them are going through their finals!!

i think its because the lovey, flirty feeling they felt before had diminished as the hectic-ness increase! (ayat budak aliran sains)

And of course la, u wanna hand in report ape semua xda masa nak layan awek cmne ni macha??
your awek merajok and you pulak habis credit nak kena beli topup semua ngn assignment x siap lagi mestila u siapkan report dulu kan?
(sorry for the rojak-ness of my language :P)


THE SUMMER BREAK GIVES HUMAN A CHANCE TO SEEK AFFECTION

You have a lot of free time? The "i wanna be free!!" effect from the post-exam period?

with nothing to worry about, probably the homosapien's species tendency to find new friends or just some activity to fill in the time slots they have increases. Think about it, in this period study is not their priority, they just wanna have fun.

This is the time they don't have to worry about reports they have to complete and at the same time comforting their needy, clingy, jealous girlfriend :)

all the time in the world can be 'spotlight' to their gf/bf


well anyway, its just my two cents. au revoir for now :D


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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

there's something wrong with you when...

"u unintentionally push people away when they care about you"

is it some kind of anxiety disorder?
it's a bigger problem when u take even the insignificant thing and make it as an excuse not to trust them..

Is it better to be the kind of person who never miss the opportunity to say what they feel?

but i guess no one likes getting hurt.. that's why they choose to remove the risk.


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Sunday, August 1, 2010

In Repair

Instructions
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/mp3/mp4/ipod/windows media player/mixpod/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
what beautiful stars - Yiruma
[okay.. memang x menjawab soalan]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Great DJ - The ting tings
[owh he have to be a great dj]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Bailamos - enrique iglesias
[googled bailamos,maksud dia Let's dance/shall we dance. yeah2 lets dance!]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Murder on the dance floor - Sophie Ellis Baxtor
[okay.. gotta go to murder 101 classes]


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Could i have this kiss forever -Enrique Iglesias
[memang x la! :D]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Rock that body - The Black Eyed Peas
[u mean i have a rockin' body? aww thanks :P]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
smooth - santana ft rob thomas
[smooth criminal]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
fall to pieces - avril lavigne
["i dont wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at u,
coz im in love with u"]

WHAT IS 2+2?
There goes the fear - The doves
[tiada kaitan disini]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Wherever you will go - The calling
[im so loyal ain't i?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Citizen erased - Muse
[dia akan dibuang negara kowt]


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Whistle for the choir - The fratellis
[ini sajalah kerjaku. whistle whistle]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Justin bieber - Love me
[eww.. dun wanna b a bieber]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blind - Lifehouse
[cinta itu buta? (^_^)]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Enjoy the silence - Depeche mode
[owh.. aq ni x banyak buat hal.. senyap je :)]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Knock you down - Keri Hilson ft Kanye ft Neyo
[haha knock u down amor]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Evacuate the dancefloor - Cascada
[omg there's a dancefloor at ma funeral?]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Darkshines - Muse
[shine? men-shine kasut/kereta org?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Who the f*** are Arctic Monkeys - Arctic Monkeys
[ntah. korang x knal AM?]

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Party in the USA - Miley Cyrus
[ntah.. ish3.. party kt Malaysia la]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Chelsea dagger - The Fratellis
[beware of a gal name chelsea, who's holding a dagger]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?
Stolen - Dashboard confessional
["u have stolen my heart" yeah.. give it back please]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Tell me a lie - The Fratellis
[err??]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
What goes around comes around - Justin Timberlake
[wow.. its the old breakup song :(]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Sweet disposition - Temple trap
[kaitan?]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
This town - Frank sinatra
[this town.. banyak perompak]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
She wolf - Shakira
[org yg suka aq ni thinks im like shakira :D]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Telephone - Lady gaga
[yela tukar telephone, baik beli blackberry kan? hehe]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Celebration - Madonna
[why why why]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
In Repair - John mayer
[baik tuan:)]

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get over it


I came across a quote that made me think bout my past. a lot


"You don't just stop loving someone. You either always will, or never did"


I once was in a relationship with someone, we were really happy. contented.
our epilogue started when the other half (he) change.. he wasn't what he used to be.
time passes and we broke it off, without a fight.

Though i been in another relationship after that, i knew that i really did love him.
it wasn't a fling nor what Malaysian called it 'cinta monyet'
did i move on? well physically i did, but deep down i know there's a little piece of me that
still wonder what would have been if we had continue our journey.

another quote that helped me is that


"Moving on is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard"


People, we have to accept the past and cherish the memories we had with them.
just say : what we had was amazing, but its time to make new memories, with different people, different places perhaps..



"a picture to burn"


i think its time to move on now :D

remember, there's a reason why you broke it off - ALWAYS!!
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Saturday, July 31, 2010

product review : alberto vo5 hot oil hair treatment


This is my first product review.
As you all know i'm reviewing the

"Alberto v05 hot oil hair treatment"


i've been using this product for more than a year now.
there are four tubes in the box. should i write about the directions?
well i think u guys can read it urself aite?
for me, i use 2 tubes a month cause i think its sufficient for my hair.
Generally, it is best used during your shower.

it gives a very soft and shiny effect to your hair.
For those of you who have dry hair, i think this hot oil is the perfect solution :)





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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

levi's celebrates CURVES


Are you curvy? bootylicious? curves here and there?
having a hard time finding the perfect fit jeans..
few weeks ago me and my ayah went out (anak ayah), he told
me to buy new pants, jeans. He said my jeans are 'outdated'.
"hey slua kembang2 bawah ni zaman 70-an laaaa.."
(ala... ayah pun outdated!! :P)
to tell u the truth, i dun like jeans-shopping. all the ones i tried are tight somewhere here
and there. if it fits here, its tight here. hurmm..
But that day, i tried on 8 pair of jeans and find the perfect jeans for me!!!
It's LEVI'S CURVES. the materials is denim, but mix with some stretchable thingy..
which make's it a perfect fit for me...


and for those of you girls out there who r bootylicious, don't be ashamed or
stressful bout ya body.
Be healthy, exercise and don't kill urself to fit into a jeans.
let the jeans fit you.

Celebrate ur curves 8)



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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Karma

I had a lil chat with my fren today bout religion n stuff.
She is a Buddhist from Sri Lanka.
Then something that she said kind of triggers my interest. it is KARMA.
Generally, from what i know, Karma is the good fortune we received from our good deeds.
On the other hand, it is also the "balasan buruk" from our wrong doings.
I believe that this concept apply to my religion too.
As a Muslim, i believed that everything i do bad and good is 'recorded' and will be recompense whether its here on Earth or in the afterlife.

It is interesting on what we can learn from other religions and cultures. We just need to be aware that some of the things perform by others is almost the same as our own.


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Friday, January 8, 2010

furry family!! BEWARE



Today im gonna introduce to you all my babies..

this lazy looking kitty name is...
MICHAEL SCHUMACHER, it is a...
SHE
she is
9 YEARS old NOW
basically i just call her..
SCHUMACH


she sleeps around the house like everywhere..
and if u expect to see her move it is only when she
wanna POOP or EAT or POOP some more =)


now lets move on to the next baby... this one is a lil' bit small



meet MONTY n POCHO
full name is MONCHICO GONZALEZ n PONCHICO GONZALEZ
yup, they r brothers
breed?? dwarf hamsters
(secretly.. i like to act like they r from mexico)



i don't know why.. but they seem to eat just about anything..
its kinda.. frustrating sumtimes..
they won't stop EATING..


pasta's...


bread.. PENCURI!!!!

unfortunately... monty had escape while i was sleeping...
and poncho had died in a mysterious disease not so long ago..
it was a terrible funeral.. me n my dad cried..

last but not least..



meet Dino Deen.. he's the newest family member..
c how cute he's just lying there waiting for me to sit on him 8)
love them

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Thursday, January 7, 2010

cooking skills 1 : lasagna



since im already 18, n its the holiday, i thought, i gotta start cooking!!
so a list of stuff were bought :

lasagna noodles
ricotta cheese
parmesan cheese
shredded mozzarella cheese
spaghetti sauces



First I layered all of the ingredients above which took me about 30 minutes coz the noodles were constantly stuck to one another.. I almost gave up!! But look at all that cheese.. I know y'all r drooling already..



Then, i covered the pan with an aluminium foil




The baking process took about 50 minutes.. U can see my meow is waiting patiently..



And Walla!! my big fat lasagna!!! its yummy tooo!!